*SPARKLES*
S-SINCE, I CAN’T SLEEP, CAUSE I’M SUFFERING NUTS (Suffer? Where, how?)
I went ahead to watch ACC.

AND
AND.

”俺が、お前の生きた証だ。”

Z-ZACK, I.. I LOVE YOU. SKJDFS ♥
Why, Zack, why. /dies/

Oh, Bonus for Bene?
もう…忘れんなよ

and.. Bonus for Twin. (And prolly wabbit)
HAVE A MILO KING
CHEF SEPH. 8D

AND OH GODS. RENO. SO CUTE ♥
S-slightly more appearance for Turks. I happies.
I should like. Sleep now. orz.

Today, was pretty much a busy day. orz. Had to run around since morning. To market, to jii chan’s house, back home, to PS, to istana, to Paragon OTL||| But, the trip to Istana was kinda worth it. I mean, I’ve always liked looking at architecture and stuffs. (Think it’s cause my dad’s career. LOL)

Main buliding

Well, it was pretty much a hassle for mama tan and me to get it. Cause she had a pocket knife as her keychain, and I had my wine opener in my bag. We weren’t allowed it. Officer told us to go out, place them with someone(where) safe and come back in without the need to queue. But, when we tried going in, the officers at the guard didn’t let us so. So we’re slightly unhappy about it and called nii san and the rest to look around first. But they were awesome. They got the very officer who told us to go out and come back without queuing to come and fetch us in. LOL. Yay. Thanks a load man.

The route in was a long stretch of road in, with grass land on the left, and a pond with lotus flowers. The plants there are very, very green.:D “The plants here are happy” I can’t remember who said that. XDDD.

They really have a variety of trees you know! So awesome. XD Then we walked to the main house. I, love the interior, it’s a pity we’re not allowed to take photos in the interior. The furniture is awesome! /is a furniture whore/ Love the walls, and the chairs. There was a stain glass too. Interior was utterly awesome. <3 Should drag dad along when Istana is open for public next time.

Then we walked around the park?Front-yard?(IDK LOL) Where it has fountains, and staircases. I, utterly love the grass, and wouldn’t mind lying on it if the sun weren’t blazing and glaring right at your face if you do so.

I took a few more photos, although I think wabbit’s ones are so much better. <3
This is really tempting me to get a better camera and stop using hp cameras to take photos OTL.

What I mean by the plants are happy. XD

And the flowers, they are rich in colours. Argh, annoying human came into my picture.

Full view of the main house from the fountain area?

I don’t know what you call these things. 8D But I like them. Even in movies

When you’re under it? HUMANS!ARGH

Corner of the main house! I think this is the favourite photo I took among the rest. Cause it doesn’t look that bad.OTL.

So yeah, we kinda headed to PS to chill out, cause the weather wasn’t very nice. And went to arcade to see Nene pair and risu. Returned kouji and bene’s thumbdrive. Wanted to hug them but was sweaty and stickeh and smelly from the istana trip orz. Then proceeded to playing taiko(on a lousy machine) with wabbit as though we’re doing acrobatics. LOL. Cause we ended up tired and sweaty after playing it./dies. NEVER, I’ve sweated like nuts after playing taiko. OTL

They arcaded abit and I dragged imou to paragon to meet nee san for dinner. NEE SAN IS PRETTY TODAY. Dump imou with her while I headed to Sushi tei to meet up with the rest. /dies. SALMON SASHIMI WAS HEAVEN. ♥ Green tea was awesome too. Nyan~♥

Then headed to bela’s place to extort money. 8D And tried on Nii san’s boots. OMG WABBIT, I’M SO HAPPY CAN. THAT I REALLY CAN BE TALLER THAN YOU. LOLOLOL(WHUT) And rushed home cause Imou looks like she was going to die from boredom. ;A; I’m sorry for dragging you out for the whole day. I.. I will find your x-men cartoon for you. orz. And mama, I’m sorry for dropping your psp. orz.

Am drained. Should sleep soon if brain isn’t awake. OTL.

… I kinda feel bad for my word press account. It’s so neglected even when I’m online like almost daily.
Wasn’t missing for the pass month. Pretty much rotted myself away at home. And occasional going outs.

Managed to go on a family trip to cruise, it’s been ages since we went out altogether. I hope there’s another family outing soon.

That aside, grandfather was hospitalized, he’s out now. But replying on a oxygen tank. Dad says his days are limited. But I totally refuse to agree. Jii chan, you have to live as long as you can. Life, is a wonder. (also a pain in the ass when things don’t go you way) and there’s so much things, you need to tell us, and pass on to us.

Departures is not something, I’m very good at. I… never liked saying goodbye to someone, who I won’t get to see for a long time. Or, eternity. Then again, I’ve never known, how does it feel like to have, someone you know, departing, and then… you can never see that very person again.

Death, is a scary thing, yet, people say. It’s part of life, and death is not the end of a person. Cause, that very person, still remains. In your memories. In your heart.

Yet still, this selfish part of me. Doesn’t want it to only be a memory. But an eternity. I prolly don’t make sense here.

Off to a lighter update. I went and have another photoshoot with my APH peeps. They are filled with so much love. So much that it blinds.

My fav photo (with me LOL, damn why so BHB)

We look like tourists. Haha. XD

Then, caught quite a number of movies with my Dad. : D just came back from one. Shinjiku incident. Interesting film i must say. : D

Oh, there was also at least one, kara session. Haha.
And classes are going on fine, and interesting. Not to forget I get to bully my teacher too

So now, I’m left with, one last week of holidays left. Oh darn, I…do not look forward to school. Really.
After reading someone’s post. I feel, kinda left behind. As in, not in the way that, I’m being forgotten. But the way that.

My friends are all moving on with life. Having a target to live for. Knowing what they want, while I’m pretty much still…in my own lala world. I don’t think I can catch up. It’s such a fast pace moving world. Not to forget it’s also very demanding at the same time. It just makes me.. feel so.. left out.. and sad.

Prolly a warning that, I need to get out of the well I’m stuck in now. There’s only one life. I can’t live it by regretting it while rotting myself in this lala world. 自信もって！できるだよ!俺!

It’s start to kick-ass(whut, whut kick ass) when school starts.
Oh, dearest pals who still has thoughts for me. I ♥ you peeps.
Thank you. Really. 仲間は、俺の人生の中、大事の物だ。　何も変わらない。　君たちは大好きぞう。ずっと忘れない。この気持ち。♥

Oh, oh yes Regarding fandoms?
I’m starting to like Inoue Kazuhiko alot. OTL
I BLAME NATSUMEEEE.

Went out to watch 容疑者Ｘの献身 aka Suspect X with Risu,JS and the Nene pair today. ;A;
I-it’s awesome. Guh. FUKUYAMA. WHY YOU SO HOT. LKJSDHFLKJSDF EVEN WHEN YOU’RE AN OSSAN. OTL. Galileo series already kinda made me flail over him like nuts. But… but BUT SUSPECT X IS AWESOME. kjsdf Gah, you still look good in megane OTL FUKUYAMAAA ♥♥♥/flails

Urm, Risu, He’s exactly 40 this year. /SHOT.

I-i, I think I’m the only one who cried in the movie.Risu’s like “SAGA ARE YOU CRYING” /SHOOTS HER. OTL. Ever since the phonecall was made to say the letters were in the letter box. I’ve already started crying.all the way till the end orz OTL OTL OTL.
;A; 恋の事、理解できません!!! YUKAWA SENSEI ;A; ISHIGAMI SAN YOU YANDERE. WHY LIKE THIS. OTL OTL OTL. I don’t even recall crying or tearing for any of the Galileo drama episodes.

But yes. ;A;
I got my awesome dose of Fukuyama ♥ and they made me spill tears OTL OTL OTL.
Shall go make my juniors and friends watch it too. ARGH.
But there were really amusing parts though.
And which kinda reminds me that I’ve yet to watch that special episode(Episode Zero). /shoots self.
Young!Yukawa sensei(Haruma Miura)!! and gay scenes from what I heard /shot

Went to Kino and met up with Nee san. Had abit of mini conflict on the way home. OTL. Cause I accidentally stepped on her foot and she looked like she was going to kill me. Went ahead and rented RedCliff again!! Oh gosh, it’s so addictive. HEH. KANESHIRO, YOU ANOTHER OSSAN WHY SO HOT LA. LSJDFS YOUR CHINESEEEE ♥ I.. I.. swear, today isn’t an おっさん日.
YES RED CLIFF WHY SO GAY. AH GAY LA GAY. TWIN. ARE YOU EVEN DONE WITH IT AT YOUR SIDE. XD

Yes Twin, Night > Rapunzel now? 8D. Or your heart has been stolen by the Lake Demon why is he so pretteh. I suggest you read the.. special book when you’re done 8D, it has urm the Monk’s Ossan story when he’s young. and he’s effing hot okay. Megane!Somemore 8D And Wild’s story too! D

Got Baccano! From Wene~~ ♥ NOW I CAN WATCH AND FLAIL ALL OVER AGAIN. LSKJDFS AHHHH. CLAIREEEE ♥ LADDDDDDDD ♥ And kick myself to start watching whatever I’ve borrowed from Wene today. XD And finish Risu’s Sengoku Strays. XDDD

p/s : You should know who you’re, please please please.
Try looking into other’s perspective too. There’s no reason to rant like this, when you don’t see the efforts she’s trying to make.

Ah. Before I forget 8D
超～超リス～♫

About time to update. Yepp.
V’day was spent with absolute fun and a whole new different kind of love.
But I’ve enjoyed it. Greatly. Still, nothing beats the love from my younger sister who…bought me a stalk of huge sunflower and walked home awkwardly with it. 妹ちゃん，可愛いぞう。姉さんは、嬉しいです！！本当に、サンキュウな！！ /snuggles you like a milk bottle ♥

In anycase, NT’s paper is down.
Although I’m not very confident of..hahah scoring. orz.
Still there’s two more to go!!! Fight on girls! 8Db.
A little request here, can we still go out after our exams? XD;;

and i secretly swear, exam periods are officially Get fat Diet
/face palms.
Mass sports for the month after this. OTL|||

which never existed

I’m.. actually on the verge of…WANTING to play OTOME games.
There must be something wrong with me somewhere. YES. SOMEWHERE. OTL.

and pics from soya. D: I must say this two are my favourite. /SHOT.
shush about the eyebrows okay? I know they are weird OTL, and I’m pretty reluctant to post them here. but.. someone just had to blackmail me. I SHOULDN’T HAVE TOLD YOU DAMN IT.

and

Yay for photoshop that I has good skin texture.
Can’t wait for my pau family 8D. Wanwan~ Honhon~ Nii Nii MAMA IS WAITING. <33

I shall start digging a hole and hide in for posting those two photos. OTL|||||||||||||||||||||||
ARGH SLDJKFS DARN YOU BLACKMAIL MATERIAL

Photo credits by liet-chan and..bela’s friend (assuming her name is Rinnie)

Been ages since the last update yes?
Pretty much proud to announce that Common tests are over? Heh. But it’s not totally over yet. Exam papers are awaiting yo. It’s kinda scary. Gotta admit I don’t kinda want this semester to end.

Going to be in different class next year. D: Going to miss the peeps which I have spend almost 2 years with. OTL||| And there’s no one to kick me into studying anymore. Oh darn.

But then, this is reality. After exams, that’s it. D: Should I request for a class outing, i mean meal
Gotta work hard for the exams. Already screwed so much stuffs for the past semesters. Yes Sammie, you’re awesome in screwing your life. OTL. Excellent.

Intend to take up a part time job during my Holidays. Lobangs anyone?
And also take the chance to settle all the cos-plans. D:
And make up for lost time for friends and family… /fails at almost everything currently.

That aside. V’day’s coming 8D, I wonder if it’s okay to feed people with candy bags on that day. Heh. XD
Yosh, Shall get my ass back to studying. XD;

Done with all the mass baking/cleaning/clearing.
Chinese new year never fails to suck my soul dry yearly. Really.

Anyway, first thing first.
Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!! \o/
let’s hope the economic crisis, won’t affect our red packets,(omgimeanwhut)

Had our reunion dinner a day in advance. And dad decided that we’ll dine in the cruise, so yes. the whole family got dragged on board. 8D; and we even dragged Kenneth along. LOL, Sorry ken, your surname had to be temporary “ang” for a night. 8D;

Dragged him around, from arcade and casino.(Didn’t managed to play ;A;, the machines that I gambled on last time was taken away, and I didn’t like the idea of sitting next to adults on a same gambling table OTL)
And can’t help but tease him of sharing a bed with us. LOL, but he ended up sleeping in my parent’s cabin instead. 8D

And made him do random errands today. Haha, sorry dude. My parents are like that. 8D;
Did more last minute cleaning again.

/is very glad that grandpa doesn’t need to stay at the hospital anymore.
Wouldn’t want to think how this year’s Chinese New Year will be like if my grandpa continues being hospitalized. XD

Not very looking forward to the gathering tomorrow but, lol. I need to talk to some of my cousins. and shall not miss out my grandma’s awesome cooking

I should prolly go sleep now.

Goodnight world 8D

Totally loved it. Can’t wait for the debut to be out! It’s so.. pretty and the lyrics, are totally made of awesome.
Yuna Ito – Trust you
花は風に揺れ踊るように　雨は大地を潤すように
この世界は寄り添い合い　生きてるのに
なぜ人は傷つけあうの？なぜ別れは訪れるの？

君が遠くに行ってもまだ　いつもこの心の真ん中
あの優しい笑顔で埋め尽くされたまま
抱きしめた君の欠片に　痛み感じてもまだ
繋がるから　信じてるよ　また会えると
waiting for your love

I love you　I trust you
君の孤独を分けて欲しい
I love you　I trust you
光でも闇でも
二人だったら信じ合える
もう離さないで

I need the full song so bad now. alkjsdfs.

An update soon. I promise!

I fucking want holidays.

/stab /stab /stab /stab /stab /stab /stab /stab