I’ve no idea where my 30 bucks went to today. lol. Alright 12 went to kara, 10 went to lunch.. ._. 8 on bread. OTL.

Class was to meet up at Shaw House. But we were all “WHERE IS SENSEI” till we realized the person infront of us is him /dies. Why do you look so much more younger in casual. Lynn’s comment was the best. “HIS PUPPY EYES POWERED UP IN CASUAL”, so died at that.Went to TCC for a farewell lunch/tea.

Zomg the Coffee Frappe thing with red beans was awesome. HEE. And yes, that was lunch+Breakfast. /dies.

Class photo.

Will miss sensei badly when he goes back. Aha.
Ms Sato, we’ll try not to be annoying and noisy when you teach us. /dies.

One week of FYP’s gone.
11 more weeks to go! Fai-to!

Certain things have been upsetting me recently. >:
So much so that there’s a great temptation to stop one of my hobbies.
:<
It’s prolly a sign.

Why people just can’t chunk standards aside and have pure fun. /sigh.
Didn’t manage to meet Jeanette today. That silly woman, totally couldn’t contact her at all.
Wanted to see her just before she leaves later in the morning also can’t. Dang.

Smoke and Fire ; Cigars and Ashes.
Let me burn the world with you ♥

sfkjsldfs.

trying not to die here.

geh. 0830-1800 is kinda like hell.

;__;

gotta keep track ;
アリス　－　ハトの国のアリス
コナツ　－　０７－ＧＨＯＳＴ　
チエ　　－　ＰＥＲＳＯＮＡ４
雪代　　－　桃組プラス戦記
アゲハ　－　Ｄｉ［ｅ］ｃｅ
Vicious – Death Connection
Naoto – DOGS ;

STOP ADDING ANYMORE TO THE LIST
andzomg.more girls.

もし、君は空なら。僕は、翼になりたい。

Haven’t been updating here. D< Why is my wordpress always so neglected? LOL.

Anycase. Yes, I’ve been busy with school. Supposingly there’s at least 2 projects that’s supposed to be handed up this week. But I’ve not handed up any. Shall attempt to complete them by this weekend although I’m really at lost for MAD. And he’s going to deduct marks for late submission. lol.

It’s kinda annoying really. Heh. But I think, at least I’m trying!!! Hopefully. I’m able to graduate safely. Family’s situation isn’t getting better. Gotta find ways to help out dad. I’m dying to spend family time with my family cause I’ve realised, ever since school started, I haven’t been contributing to the family.

You know,  I really envy people with artistic talents. It’s something that.. can’t be learned or pass downed? Creativity can be such an ass sometimes. But art, is really something, I can’t really define. :]

I want to pursue something art related in the future. But I’m no good in creativity or crafts. Maybe I should take sensei’s advice and… take a full course in foreign languages and be a teacher. Not that I’m exactly good in languages but still, it’s an interest that I’m prolly capable of doing!

Although, I really doubt I have potential to do anything other than annoying the shit out of people or being… relatively pervertic at times.

Next problem will be money. LOL. Dang, society now is.. so made of fail.

He was saying it in the noon. I need to grasp my path. Not sway. But my path keeps going in circles. Whenever I realise I’m back to square one again. Twin calls it the confusion period, which happens time after time after time. And sometimes it really gets so annoying that you break down at it. le sigh.
I’m really lost at what to do regarding this path of mine.

Time’s ticking! A time machine needs to be created badly. 8D;
There’s so many things I would like to do and change.

By the way Jake? You’re made of awesome. ILU♥. Bet Fon does too but I love you more HAHA.

I want to turn back your time.

I don’t think I can ever bring myself to finish up on CC. D:
Given on how I know the ED’s going to be like.

It’s such a depressing plot. Even for 358/2 Days too.
Square enix needs to stop being so mean to us and produce such awesome selling depressing plots. orz.

On side note, it’s said we’re having a week’s holiday due to H1N1, Now I’ve no idea whether to celebrate in joy or… think it’s a bad thing.

I’ll prolly end up procrastinating as usual

“Thinking of you wherever you are.
We pray for our sorrows to end.
And hope that our hearts will blend.
Now I will step forward to realize this wish.
And who knows: starting a new journey may not be so hard or maybe it has already begun.
There are many worlds, but they share the same sky.
One sky, one destiny.”

僕なら、できるも知らない。

I really miss this. .__.

When I woke up from the dream where we were still in that Sci-Tech room doing our little stuffs, only then I realize, how much I really miss you.

And uh, I need to kick Mr procrastination away.
He needs to pester someone else instead of me.
I’m dying to get some work done. But. Argh.
This is annoying.

I don’t know where to start from. /face palms

Many loves to my friends. ;D

最近、本当に忙しいです。
学校のことはちょっと…ストレスだね。
皆のペースは、とても早い。
何とかあきらめろと思い出した。何時でも泣くて、もう疲れだった。
でも、父さんそんな頑張ってに。私も、あきらめない。自分に信じてになくちゃ。
自分て頑張ってください！行け!俺！自信もうって！できるぞう!!

恋のことね。
君の事は大好きな感じ..君なら知らないってばいい。
えーん、何時でこれからままでいい。
何も欲しくないだ。

“夢をだきしめろ。”

lol.prolly filled with grammatical errors. haven’t got time to.. practice lately. or even revise. I think I can forget about thinking of getting JLPT3 by the end of this year. /dies.
忙しい—–忙しい. orz.

Oh yes. FF13. Lighting. Is so kick ass. Love the trailer. I really do. <3. I love her summon!! Argh! skdjfs. &hearts;

Maaya Sakamoto!! You sound so kick ass as her!! Ah. Seriously. Seiyuus are wonders man. It’s really one of my greatest dreams to be one.

Ono D as Snow is.. lolol. I don’t know. I have a feeling I won’t like Snow’s personality. /dies.

Square Enix needs to release more info on FF13 versus. Noctis!! And I’m dying to know the cast damn it! slkdjfs. GAH.

Would really help if I can ever be free just to go out and have a fresh breath of air.
Year 3 has been really passing really fast with the usual routine of.
Dreading weekdays. Awaiting for Sundays. Jap classes are so much more relaxed and “my pace”
僕の日本語クラスは…本当の楽しいだよ。
とても楽しい、そして、皆は素敵の人だ。
皆が大好き！！！♥

NYP wise. Days certainly have not been boring with those peeps around. And the occasional making fun of PY. XD
It’s only the work load that is frustrating…and the fact that I’ve been kicking myself to play “catch” with the class… but certainly still falling behind. lol.

Oh wells. What goes round, goes round. ;D

Let’s hope for the better, we can hang on.
You too Dad, thank you for everything up to now, and prolly the future. If there’s anything we can help..to improve this family’s situation…please speak up. D:

I would try to go to msia if school allows me. I think our family really needs a break after so much incidents happening. )=