First hand experience with work today.
More like. This week we were actually doing “real” work, since last week was more like a training session for all of us.

Frankly speaking. I’m worried.
I’m very worried that I can’t do it to their expectations.
Cause firstly, my memory’s like a goldfish’s. I’m not exactly a fast learner either.

Been writing down notes and reminders on my sketchbook but I’m still confused at.. majority of the time.

Was told I need to work faster tomorrow compared to today? I wonder if I can really hit the expectations.
I mean, I really want to prove to myself I can do it too.

だから。頑張れなくちゃ。
自信もって！俺！

Gotta find ways of how to make myself work faster tml.
ファイート。オウ！

人生に一番難しいの言葉は始めに会うの「こにちは」と最後の「さよなら」.

ね、僕どうするばいいの？

明日来るなばいいじゃん。

Monday, marks the start of my internship!
‘m really really nervous. Hoping I won’t screw things up.
Sam, don’t get the old habits eating into you!

Really. Really hoping I won’t be late.
Ought to turn in already! It’s midnight! OTL.

Goodnight world.

Last thursday was the last day of FYP. S333 went insane. Especially the A1 students. Cause A1 batch’s FYP ends yesterday. After a hectic morning of presentations where most of us were hiding behind the table acting like drunkards fooling around when others are still presenting.

It’s kinda sad actually. I have ended up feeling attached to that lab and the wacky people in there. And it took me weeks to get used to MEL’S FART AND BURPS and now I have to leave the lab. WTH MAN. I’m going to miss FYP days. Definitely one of the best moments in my poly life.
Busy, yes. But Filled with so much fun.

Ended with a blast, well, kinda. Looking forward to the gathering okay? : D

Bet there’s no lab as insane as ours. : D
Went around taking photos abusing HuiFen’s camera. FENFEN ♥ WE GO NYP DRINK TEH SOMEDAY OKAY? : DD

FYP days were really great. Thanks guys. : D Will miss you loads.

FENFEN, 俺の紅茶アイボ！ Tea addicts really. And my fellow Cancerian “mother”.

OUR HOT THAILAND TRANNY SECRETARY CHIOBU. He’s very knowledgeable. : D
He was… really drunk yesterday. Which was LULZY. His long hair is.. awesome.

Judy and Mel. : D
Judy, thanks for picking me up and companying me for lunch most of the time 8D.

Our.. 5th Lion in the class? Just because his name’s Ryan. LOL.
FELLOW CCK-ER. Let’s go pasar malam soon! Before it moves.

And we went to the 5th floor to disturb other FYP peeps. LOL.
JUDY AH YOU MADE THIS PHOTO LIKE IT’S HAUNTED. XD

Part of the 07/05.
SX, going to miss you talking about Lolicon. LOL REALLY.

S333!!! Although some of them are still missing. >_> wei.

She’s one of the nicest lecturer you can ever have. ♥

Then headed to town with wanwan for the hetalia Dinner. : D
WANWAN MAMA LOVES YOU. IT’S OKAY IF YOU DON’T COME HOME FOR DINNER.
♥♥♥♥ I hope Mr wang wasn’t angry? ;A;

Had to leave early cause I was kinda tired and toe was PMS-ing. DX
Alright, gotta hang the laundry now. /dies.

I’ve no idea where my 30 bucks went to today. lol. Alright 12 went to kara, 10 went to lunch.. ._. 8 on bread. OTL.

Class was to meet up at Shaw House. But we were all “WHERE IS SENSEI” till we realized the person infront of us is him /dies. Why do you look so much more younger in casual. Lynn’s comment was the best. “HIS PUPPY EYES POWERED UP IN CASUAL”, so died at that.Went to TCC for a farewell lunch/tea.

Zomg the Coffee Frappe thing with red beans was awesome. HEE. And yes, that was lunch+Breakfast. /dies.

Class photo.

Will miss sensei badly when he goes back. Aha.
Ms Sato, we’ll try not to be annoying and noisy when you teach us. /dies.

One week of FYP’s gone.
11 more weeks to go! Fai-to!

Certain things have been upsetting me recently. >:
So much so that there’s a great temptation to stop one of my hobbies.
:<
It’s prolly a sign.

Why people just can’t chunk standards aside and have pure fun. /sigh.
Didn’t manage to meet Jeanette today. That silly woman, totally couldn’t contact her at all.
Wanted to see her just before she leaves later in the morning also can’t. Dang.

Smoke and Fire ; Cigars and Ashes.
Let me burn the world with you ♥

sfkjsldfs.

trying not to die here.

geh. 0830-1800 is kinda like hell.

;__;

gotta keep track ;
アリス　－　ハトの国のアリス
コナツ　－　０７－ＧＨＯＳＴ　
チエ　　－　ＰＥＲＳＯＮＡ４
雪代　　－　桃組プラス戦記
アゲハ　－　Ｄｉ［ｅ］ｃｅ
Vicious – Death Connection
Naoto – DOGS ;

STOP ADDING ANYMORE TO THE LIST
andzomg.more girls.

もし、君は空なら。僕は、翼になりたい。

Haven’t been updating here. D< Why is my wordpress always so neglected? LOL.

Anycase. Yes, I’ve been busy with school. Supposingly there’s at least 2 projects that’s supposed to be handed up this week. But I’ve not handed up any. Shall attempt to complete them by this weekend although I’m really at lost for MAD. And he’s going to deduct marks for late submission. lol.

It’s kinda annoying really. Heh. But I think, at least I’m trying!!! Hopefully. I’m able to graduate safely. Family’s situation isn’t getting better. Gotta find ways to help out dad. I’m dying to spend family time with my family cause I’ve realised, ever since school started, I haven’t been contributing to the family.

You know,  I really envy people with artistic talents. It’s something that.. can’t be learned or pass downed? Creativity can be such an ass sometimes. But art, is really something, I can’t really define. :]

I want to pursue something art related in the future. But I’m no good in creativity or crafts. Maybe I should take sensei’s advice and… take a full course in foreign languages and be a teacher. Not that I’m exactly good in languages but still, it’s an interest that I’m prolly capable of doing!

Although, I really doubt I have potential to do anything other than annoying the shit out of people or being… relatively pervertic at times.

Next problem will be money. LOL. Dang, society now is.. so made of fail.

He was saying it in the noon. I need to grasp my path. Not sway. But my path keeps going in circles. Whenever I realise I’m back to square one again. Twin calls it the confusion period, which happens time after time after time. And sometimes it really gets so annoying that you break down at it. le sigh.
I’m really lost at what to do regarding this path of mine.

Time’s ticking! A time machine needs to be created badly. 8D;
There’s so many things I would like to do and change.

By the way Jake? You’re made of awesome. ILU♥. Bet Fon does too but I love you more HAHA.

I want to turn back your time.

I don’t think I can ever bring myself to finish up on CC. D:
Given on how I know the ED’s going to be like.

It’s such a depressing plot. Even for 358/2 Days too.
Square enix needs to stop being so mean to us and produce such awesome selling depressing plots. orz.

On side note, it’s said we’re having a week’s holiday due to H1N1, Now I’ve no idea whether to celebrate in joy or… think it’s a bad thing.

I’ll prolly end up procrastinating as usual