… I kinda feel bad for my word press account. It’s so neglected even when I’m online like almost daily.
Wasn’t missing for the pass month. Pretty much rotted myself away at home. And occasional going outs.
Managed to go on a family trip to cruise, it’s been ages since we went out altogether. I hope there’s another family outing soon.
That aside, grandfather was hospitalized, he’s out now. But replying on a oxygen tank. Dad says his days are limited. But I totally refuse to agree. Jii chan, you have to live as long as you can. Life, is a wonder. (also a pain in the ass when things don’t go you way) and there’s so much things, you need to tell us, and pass on to us.
Departures is not something, I’m very good at. I… never liked saying goodbye to someone, who I won’t get to see for a long time. Or, eternity. Then again, I’ve never known, how does it feel like to have, someone you know, departing, and then… you can never see that very person again.
Death, is a scary thing, yet, people say. It’s part of life, and death is not the end of a person. Cause, that very person, still remains. In your memories. In your heart.
Yet still, this selfish part of me. Doesn’t want it to only be a memory. But an eternity. I prolly don’t make sense here.
Off to a lighter update. I went and have another photoshoot with my APH peeps. They are filled with so much love. So much that it blinds.
My fav photo (with me LOL, damn why so BHB)

We look like tourists. Haha. XD
Then, caught quite a number of movies with my Dad. : D just came back from one. Shinjiku incident. Interesting film i must say. : D
Oh, there was also at least one, kara session. Haha.
And classes are going on fine, and interesting. Not to forget I get to bully my teacher too
So now, I’m left with, one last week of holidays left. Oh darn, I…do not look forward to school. Really.
After reading someone’s post. I feel, kinda left behind. As in, not in the way that, I’m being forgotten. But the way that.
My friends are all moving on with life. Having a target to live for. Knowing what they want, while I’m pretty much still…in my own lala world. I don’t think I can catch up. It’s such a fast pace moving world. Not to forget it’s also very demanding at the same time. It just makes me.. feel so.. left out.. and sad.
Prolly a warning that, I need to get out of the well I’m stuck in now. There’s only one life. I can’t live it by regretting it while rotting myself in this lala world. 自信もって!できるだよ!俺!
It’s start to kick-ass(whut, whut kick ass) when school starts.
Oh, dearest pals who still has thoughts for me. I ♥ you peeps.
Thank you. Really. 仲間は、俺の人生の中、大事の物だ。 何も変わらない。 君たちは大好きぞう。ずっと忘れない。この気持ち。♥
Oh, oh yes Regarding fandoms?
I’m starting to like Inoue Kazuhiko alot. OTL
I BLAME NATSUMEEEE.