Posted by: runatic | January 20, 2010

wwwww

ゲロリン好き!!新しいの恋だぜ(笑)
本当に素敵な声だな。 私は本当に恋にした。 結婚してくその言葉はやっぱ言わないばいい。 
でもゲロリンの声本当に萌えええええええと思うよ。

Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends It’s time to say goodbye
Just be friends All we gotta do
Just be friends Just be friends…

It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass

What the heck is this? Drips from my cut finger
Is this what we really hoped for?

I knew it at the bottom of my heart, the hardest choice would be the best
My self-love refuses it and repeats self-contradiction
When can I tell it to you?

In the slowly decaying world, I’m struggling but it’s the only way
Carving your faded smiles, I pulled out the plug

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces
“No matter what we do, life is just like that” I mumbled
Somebody’s tears flow down the dried cheeks

All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends Just be friends…

Yesterday a tranquil night made me realize
It’d be useless to pick up fallen petals

Because it’d never bloom again
It’s tiny but already dead on my palms
Our time stopped long ago

I remember the season we met first and your grace smile
Bringing up old issues, we hurt each other as badly as possible
Our minds are full of thorns

With this continuous dull relationship
Grievously I can’t change my mind
I still love you, I don’t wanna be apart from you, but I have to tell you

It’s raining heavily in my mind, I’m stunned, I’m standing dead, my vision is blurry
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it’s over
We have to leave without turning back

Just once, just once, if I could have my wish to come true
I’d be born again and again and go see you on those days

I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
The bond between us has come apart and is dying away in everyday
Goodbye, my sweetheart, it’s over
We have to leave without turning back

It’s all over

恋したいな。まじて。

p/s : 関西ベンも可愛いな~~

Posted by: runatic | January 1, 2010

2010

No answers to why I’m at work on New Years.

Week5 coming to an end. Remaining seven weeks are still waiting.

Short post for resolutions and thank yous.
Peeps who has been with me since god knows when. Thank you for tolerating me until now. Also Congratuations on not being able to shake me off your buddy list. /shot.

Hopefully. The world won’t end this year. No more pathethic annoying viruses, No more disasters.

People. Please have a healthy 2010 and stay safe and sound! :D

Hopefully. I am able to do proper updates in 2010. HAHA /shot.

Posted by: runatic | December 7, 2009

頑張れなくちゃ

First hand experience with work today.
More like. This week we were actually doing “real” work, since last week was more like a training session for all of us.

Frankly speaking. I’m worried.
I’m very worried that I can’t do it to their expectations.
Cause firstly, my memory’s like a goldfish’s. I’m not exactly a fast learner either.

Been writing down notes and reminders on my sketchbook but I’m still confused at.. majority of the time.

Was told I need to work faster tomorrow compared to today? I wonder if I can really hit the expectations.
I mean, I really want to prove to myself I can do it too.

だから。頑張れなくちゃ。
自信もって!俺!

Gotta find ways of how to make myself work faster tml.
ファイート。オウ!

Posted by: runatic | December 2, 2009

今、迷いです

人生に一番難しいの言葉は始めに会うの「こにちは」と最後の「さよなら」.

ね、僕どうするばいいの?

Posted by: runatic | November 29, 2009

怖くって 怖くって

明日来るなばいいじゃん。

Monday, marks the start of my internship!
‘m really really nervous. Hoping I won’t screw things up.
Sam, don’t get the old habits eating into you!

Really. Really hoping I won’t be late.
Ought to turn in already! It’s midnight! OTL.

Goodnight world.

Posted by: runatic | November 29, 2009

Present it like we are drunk ; it was all caffeine

Last thursday was the last day of FYP. S333 went insane. Especially the A1 students. Cause A1 batch’s FYP ends yesterday. After a hectic morning of presentations where most of us were hiding behind the table acting like drunkards fooling around when others are still presenting.

It’s kinda sad actually. I have ended up feeling attached to that lab and the wacky people in there. And it took me weeks to get used to MEL’S FART AND BURPS and now I have to leave the lab. WTH MAN. I’m going to miss FYP days. Definitely one of the best moments in my poly life.
Busy, yes. But Filled with so much fun.

Ended with a blast, well, kinda. Looking forward to the gathering okay? : D

Bet there’s no lab as insane as ours. : D
Went around taking photos abusing HuiFen’s camera. FENFEN ♥ WE GO NYP DRINK TEH SOMEDAY OKAY? : DD


FYP days were really great. Thanks guys. : D Will miss you loads.


FENFEN, 俺の紅茶アイボ! Tea addicts really. And my fellow Cancerian “mother”.


OUR HOT THAILAND TRANNY SECRETARY CHIOBU. He’s very knowledgeable. : D
He was… really drunk yesterday. Which was LULZY. His long hair is.. awesome.


Judy and Mel. : D
Judy, thanks for picking me up and companying me for lunch most of the time 8D.


Our.. 5th Lion in the class? Just because his name’s Ryan. LOL.
FELLOW CCK-ER. Let’s go pasar malam soon! Before it moves.


And we went to the 5th floor to disturb other FYP peeps. LOL.
JUDY AH YOU MADE THIS PHOTO LIKE IT’S HAUNTED. XD


Part of the 07/05.
SX, going to miss you talking about Lolicon. LOL REALLY.


S333!!! Although some of them are still missing. >_> wei.


She’s one of the nicest lecturer you can ever have. ♥

Then headed to town with wanwan for the hetalia Dinner. : D
WANWAN MAMA LOVES YOU. IT’S OKAY IF YOU DON’T COME HOME FOR DINNER.
♥♥♥♥ I hope Mr wang wasn’t angry? ;A;

Had to leave early cause I was kinda tired and toe was PMS-ing. DX
Alright, gotta hang the laundry now. /dies.

Posted by: runatic | September 21, 2009

また会えるな?

I’ve no idea where my 30 bucks went to today. lol. Alright 12 went to kara, 10 went to lunch.. ._. 8 on bread. OTL.

Class was to meet up at Shaw House. But we were all “WHERE IS SENSEI” till we realized the person infront of us is him /dies. Why do you look so much more younger in casual. Lynn’s comment was the best. “HIS PUPPY EYES POWERED UP IN CASUAL”, so died at that.Went to TCC for a farewell lunch/tea.

Zomg the Coffee Frappe thing with red beans was awesome. HEE. And yes, that was lunch+Breakfast. /dies.


Class photo.

Will miss sensei badly when he goes back. Aha.
Ms Sato, we’ll try not to be annoying and noisy when you teach us. /dies.

Posted by: runatic | September 12, 2009

Smoke and Fire ;

One week of FYP’s gone.
11 more weeks to go! Fai-to!

Certain things have been upsetting me recently. >:
So much so that there’s a great temptation to stop one of my hobbies.
:<
It’s prolly a sign.

Why people just can’t chunk standards aside and have pure fun. /sigh.
Didn’t manage to meet Jeanette today. That silly woman, totally couldn’t contact her at all.
Wanted to see her just before she leaves later in the morning also can’t. Dang.

Smoke and Fire ; Cigars and Ashes.
Let me burn the world with you ♥

Posted by: runatic | September 9, 2009

超つまんないぞう。クソ

sfkjsldfs.

trying not to die here.

geh. 0830-1800 is kinda like hell.

;__;

gotta keep track ;
アリス - ハトの国のアリス
コナツ - 07-GHOST 
チエ  - PERSONA4
雪代  - 桃組プラス戦記
アゲハ - Di[e]ce
Vicious – Death Connection
Naoto – DOGS ;

STOP ADDING ANYMORE TO THE LIST
andzomg.more girls.

Posted by: runatic | August 12, 2009

untitled #loveless

もし、君は空なら。僕は、翼になりたい。

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